11:00 AM: Woke up. I wake up late now because the anti-psychotic I take before bed puts me into a deep sleep. It's called Seroquel. I don't want to forget any details.
11:01 AM to 12:15 PM: Read up on the sources I check every morning for the soccer job. Wrote a few updates. In case you were curious, Freddy Adu may be moving to another European club and Arsenal's ownership may have to sell Adebayor and Fabregas because of a budget crunch.
12:15 PM to NOW: Journaled and read the current book that I am reading to get through my mind-numbing, suicidal depression. The book is titled "Unstuck" and is penned by Dr. James S. Gordon. So you know Rachel, I did forget my morning meds today, and I am thinking of not taking them and just taking my Inderall (for high blood-pressure) and Klonopin (anti-anxiety) at dinner time, and of course my Seroquel tonight at bed time.
So that's my day so far, feel free to share it with everyone since my personal business is apparently yours now too. Tell DJ Anthony I said hello, but I doubt you guys exchanged personal info, so call him at the radio station later.
Everyone else -- we can get through this together with you guys or without you guys. I could care less, but Kristin would prefer that we get through this with you guys...so mind your own business, you have NO FUCKING IDEA what this is like to live through day to day, you have NO FUCKING IDEA what the truth is, and stop judging because Lord knows there are a lot more skeletons in y'alls closets than there are in mine.
...and that's all that matters.
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